I seem to have lost my smile at some point over the last few weeks. I know this is in direct correlation with all the crap that’s been going on at work for the last two weeks, as well as concerns about MiniMommy.

The stress etc means what little sleep I’m getting is restless, I wake up just as tired as I was when I went to bed and I’ve been clenching my jaw so much when I do sleep that when I wake up it is stiff and sore and it takes me a good 30 min to restore full motion to it.

I’m not sure what so do about the whole thing. Some parts of it there’s nothing I can do except wait to hear one way or another (waiting is not my strong point). I hate that the feeling carries thru to my home time too as it affects amazing one when I’m this down. He is however supportive and understanding that this will work itself out in time- but I hate that it makes him sad when I’m sad.